my own WWW – Wanderings With Wayne
10th Mar 2016
Very Woolly Day
Not a great time today. I knew very early on that it was going to be an ‘off’ day as I could feel what I call ‘remote’ was on. This is my best way of describing when I feel removed from what is going on. It is like I am watching me in a film about my day rather than actually being in it and living it. Things are slow and unclear. It is sort of frustrating as somewhere inside I know it should be different but I cannot get a connection with myself. It is like I do not really care about the character I am watching and it is me!
Added to this I am still suffering the blurred vision that I have now had since the weekend.
It is only lunchtime now and I am shattered through trying to concentrate harder. Hopefully a sleep will reset everything and all will once again be good in the world. Feel trapped and fed up because I do not have the confidence to risk going out. Humour is missing by so far today that I am not sure it will ever find it’s way back.
Needed to do this now so I can remember it later but has finished me off. Will now go and collapse.
Hopefully be refreshed and back to ‘normal’ later
catch ya soon